Inside out

For to long my reflection has not looked me in the eye,
I refuse to look in the depths scared of what I may find,
The mirror reflects back only a face,
I stare right though to my empty space,
For far to long I hid out of sight,
Now I know I have to fight.
My heart surrounded by thick black frost,
I lost the key to open the locks,
the barriers went up I shut the world out,
Inside my soul is crying out.
I hurt so many along my path,
I shattered hearts just like glass,
I felt no pain and refused the truth,
Now I see the light and see what I had to loose.


I ran away from as its what my mind said to do,
Now Im stuck here and I know now its you,
I kept myself in the dark far to long,
I refuse to give in this time I will be strong.
You got in under my shell,
You pulled me out of my own created hell,
Your eyes my heaven, your heart my tomb,
Now the key in your hands to make my heart bloom.
Your the fire which my cold soul craves,
Now and forever I will to you be enslaved,
No more running its time for me to stand still,
Its you I want its you i feel,
I promise you this from now until I die,
Its only you I will love and will reflect it in my eyes.